Never have I ever

Never have I ever agreed to someone’s last minute ‘birthday’ present. Never have I ever been spoiled on a date. Never have I ever been on said date, with a woman sixteen years older than me. Never have I ever thought I would have such a shit time. Never have I ever thought I would have to walk home from Blackwood to Pontypridd 3 am before. Never have I ever thought I would be stuck in the darkness of the countryside.  Never have I ever been so grateful to see a message from someone I used to know. Never have I ever been so happy to see a taxi driver, regardless of the cost. Never have I emptied the contents of my pockets and wallet into the hands of the taxi driver when finally getting home.

Never have I ever thought I would do all this with a chest infection, and ‘temporary’ asthma. Never have I ever thought I would give up on certain people. Never have I ever thought I would be 100% done trying to look for a partner. Never have I ever wanted to be further away from you. Never have I ever thought about dying alone in my bed, star fishing in my bed, until I met you.

Never have I ever thought any of this would’ve been true.

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